PARTY TIME.
Anonymous asked: Hi! I just want to ask, was your trip to Romania under Aiesec GCDP or GIP? :) Just want to weigh in the experiences of both. Thanks!
GCDP with a GIP feel haha :)
Tatakbo at gagalaw
Mag-iisip kung dapat bang bumitaw
Kulang na lang, atakihin
Ang pag-hinga’y nabibitin
Ang dahilang alam mo na
Kahit ano pang sabihin nila
Tayong dalawa lamang ang makakaalam
Ngunit ako ngayo’y naguguluhan
Makikinig ba ako
Sa aking isip na dati pa namang magulo?
O iindak na lamang
Sa tibok ng puso mo
At aasahan ko na lamang na
Hindi mo aapakan ang aking mga paa
Pipikit na lamang at mag-sasayaw
Habang nanonood siya…
Paalis at pabalik
May baong yakap at suklian ng halik
Mag-papaalam at mag-sisisi
Habang papiglas ka ako sayo ay tatabi
Tayong dalawa lamang ang nakaka-alam
Ngunit hindi na matanto kung sino nga ba ang pag-bibigyan ko
Makikinig nga ba sa isipan na alam ang wasto
Ngunit pipigilan ang pag-ibig nya na totoo
Iindak na lamang ba sa tibok ng puso mo
At aasahan ko hindi nya lamang aapakan ang aking mga paa
Pipikit na lamang at mag-sasaya
Habang nalulungkot ka
Pipikit na lamang at mag-sasaya
Habang nalulungkot ka
Ako’y Litong-lito
Tulungan niyo ako
Di ko na alam Tatakbo at gagalaw
Mag-iisip kung dapat bang bumitaw
Kulang na lang, atakihin
Ang pag-hinga’y nabibitin
Ang dahilang alam mo na
Kahit ano pang sabihin nila
Tayong dalawa lamang ang makakaalam
Ngunit ako ngayo’y naguguluhan
Makikinig ba ako
Sa aking isip na dati pa namang magulo?
O iindak na lamang
Sa tibok ng puso mo
At aasahan ko na lamang na
Hindi mo aapakan ang aking mga paa
Pipikit na lamang at mag-sasayaw
Habang nanonood siya…
Paalis at pabalik
May baong yakap at suklian ng halik
Mag-papaalam at mag-sisisi
Habang papiglas ka ako sayo ay tatabi
Tayong dalawa lamang ang nakaka-alam
Ngunit hindi na matanto kung sino nga ba ang pag-bibigyan ko
Makikinig nga ba sa isipan na alam ang wasto
Ngunit pipigilan ang pag-ibig nya na totoo
Iindak na lamang ba sa tibok ng puso mo
At aasahan ko hindi nya lamang aapakan ang aking mga paa
Pipikit na lamang at mag-sasaya
Habang nalulungkot ka
Pipikit na lamang at mag-sasaya
Habang nalulungkot ka
Ako’y Litong-lito
Tulungan niyo ako
Di ko na alam
Kung sino pang aking pagbibigyan o
Ayoko na ng ganito
Ako ay litong-lito
Kung sino pang aking pagbibigyan o
Ayoko na ng ganito
Ako ay litong-lito
(Disclaimer: All these feelings might have been caused by watching Before Sunrise and Before Sunset.)
Hi self of the future.
Life in the present is very confusing. Things are very confusing. People are very confusing. My word at this time would be, non-entity. I mean, I feel like I don’t seem to belong anywhere…yet. No shit. I’m current working for the government- well until next week. My contract ends next week. Well, after that, I’m going to be working for a campaign. Don’t ask. Work wise, everything’s okay but I’m not sure if I’m going to the right direction. Divine intervention please. But then again, time will tell. Man, impatient people hate that line.
Everything is uncertain. This uncertainty kills. It’s not fun at all. This is the evil energy-sucking uncertainty I have. Uncertainty Max Level —in so many different aspects of your life; it’s not good. It’s a vacuum that sucks the life out of you nonstop.
Maybe I’ll just convert this uncertainty energy into something else. A thirst for the unknown kind? Kind of like Discovery Channel or National Geographic vibe? Maybe. Having known the past me, it’s going to be hard converting that energy. I mean, the past me/you always wanted to know what was going to happen next, and the past me/you somehow knew the next step because I was still in school (duh) and the next step had to involve the next academic level. Choices during that time were somehow confined to that next level. I don’t know if you get me but I hope I do. When school ends, that next level becomes a total blur. When I graduated, I had only planned the next 5 months of my life and it went very well. I knew my non-academic “next level” then. But as Ferris said, “life moves pretty fast….”, those 5 months were done. Snap. Where to next? The comforts that that next level brought are now feelings of disorientation… well at least for people like me.
It’s like I’m living this double life. The college me and the working me. Non-entity again. If only there was a way to merge both. I’ll still have to figure that one out. Sometimes I feel lost in either lives. Cheesy. OHGODWHY. I’m really hoping that all these fucking feelings are normal. I’m turning 22 in 3 months and I still haven’t done anything life fucking changing.
I hope you’re well. I hope you’re happy.
X
The streets of persuasion
Are plated with gold
Your heart’s in the right place,
But you travel down the wrong road
Like so many before you
The gates open wide
Here comes the rising tide
(1) Our friendship has gone through all the levels of friendship already. Thank you for always keeping me grounded. Thank you for putting me back to reality every time my mind drifts to the insane and impossible. I know you’ve had your own share of drama this year. And even if you have these things going on in your life, you’re still there for me. Remember I’ll be here for you no matter what (excuse cliche). Our friendship is one of those lasting until God-knows-when.
(2) Hey, this year would be so much different if haven’t met you before this year started. Here’s to another year! It’s been really great seeing become a better person in a span of one year. You were a different person this time of the year last year. Our talks have changed from the mundane to the life-changing. I wish you the wisdom to know which is wrong or right as you get back to reality. If ever you need me, I’ll not have second thoughts saving your ass.
(3) What can I say? I hope everything’s going well for you. I know things aren’t so good with you right now. But remember that things get better. It’s all about perspective. We are going to be there for you in every twist and turn you go through. I wish you strength. Just be strong. I’m sorry for all the hurt I’ve caused you. I really care for you and our friendship. I’ll be here for you. Ok? For sure, this year, things will get better.
(4) Hi. Even though you are a thousand miles away, we are still like the same as before. Thank you technology! Second new year we’re not seeing each other since college. I miss you. Anyway, I’m so happy that you finally have great friends there. I can see you’re having fun. You’ve finally found your place there. The transition from that lost kid to what you are now is really amazing. I hope this year will be good to you the same way. I hope to see you again within 5 years.
(5) You are one of the most patient person I’ve ever met in my life. Even though we haven’t really hung out much this year, nothing still has changed. When we saw each other recently, it’s as if we were never apart. I wish all the blessings you deserve this year- in school, family, and love! Hopefully this year, I’ll get to see your face at least twice a month.
(6) Having you around has been the highlight of my year. If I were to delete your face last year, there would be a lot of blanks lying around. You are a great person even if you don’t know it. I see a lot of good in you even if you mess around all the time. It’s so hard for me to lose hope for you because the force is too strong. I surprised myself with that because you know I give up on people easily. Bam. But with you? Man, there’s a weird reason why I can’t. I hope we give each other a million chances because it’s such a waste to give up. No matter what this year will bring us, I’ll be here for you.
Everything Everything - “Kemosabe”
Track n°13 from Playlist JDK#28 (December 2012)
- Album : Arc
- Alternative / Indie Rock
- Origin : Manchester/London (England)
- JDK’s Audio Player
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